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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows ...
I hide it inside
I keep on searching
but I can't find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

10:11 PM...i walked away

shall use back this url until i can think of something better.
it's only now that i realise how much life sucks
i realise how true it is to say that we should never judge a book by its cover
i only realise it now that its so true
i wasted my kindness and my friendliness on you
don't you remember how we treated you
when you're all alone, lost with no friends
we take you in
we talked to you
we treated you like our own
seriously i treated you as my good friend
but now WHAT?
why the hell did you do that for
you betrayed your friends
or maybe you don't even take us as friends
but still..
why did you do that to my damn best friend
i still don't understand why you did that
seriously
i feel betrayed
i feel so unfair for my honey
i love her
very much
we've been close
same for chun hsin
we both feel damn sad for her
she's my super uber ultra good friend
this time is worst than tornado or tsunami
it's very hard on her
very UNFAIR to her
she's so sad
so upset now
make me so sad too
make all her friends so sad
we help her, we lend our listening ears
that's what real friends are for
but what i can do is limited
i can't take away all her sorrows
feel so sad, can't help her
can only see her bear the heavy burden
saddening
she's very brave
really very brave
if it's me,
i'll just collaspe and
DIE!
but i think she's sad too
as in really sad
i mean who won't be in this kind of thing
i feel really sad for her
i was thinking if you've been paying attention during chapel
why didnt you treat other the way you want others to treat you
why didnt you treasure friendship
i tot you might have regretted and apologise
but it turns out all WRONGLY
you didnt apologise,
to make things worst,
you upset her more
what the hell is wrong with you!
maybe you've got a screw loose
but still
its all wrong
i love my hon
we all love her
i hope she'll be cheer up
i wanna ley her noe that
she's not alone
i'll always support you
and there will also be the rest
dont worry, be happy
all the hugs to you
but still i wanna say that
life's really unfair
seriously unfair
life SUCKS!

10:04 PM...i walked away

6 Friday, January 30, 2009

请不要分了以后还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头
那时我很多话梗在喉咙

你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠
比你先说分手

请原谅我
原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口
好让你离开我
请原谅我
好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流我怕说不出口
原谅我没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我爱原来要舍得
我难过我才懂

donnoe why all of a sudden like this song a lot (:

7:50 PM...i walked away

6 Monday, January 26, 2009

HAPPY CHINESE 牛 YEAR!!!
wishing everyone i noe all the best in the rest of the year.
sudy hard, play hard too wor! (:

11:46 AM...i walked away

6 Monday, January 12, 2009

eh ppl, anyone want go out tomoro? (with me, gracious, chunhsin)

venue: we'll be going somewhere with GV coz our movie tickets only applies to GV (sad right.)
most probably PS
time: 11am
meet: at serangoon mrt
end time: not sure must see what movie we watch first
movie: ponyo(:D), bedtime stories, twilight (bride wars, love matters, the haunting of molly hatley-coming out late jan)

so if tomoro don't want go or not free, maybe we can go out on some wed or mon,tues
(our movie tickets can only use on mon-wed, so troublesome, rite?)
tag if you wanna go. i hope we can have a WHOLE ATP OUTING! (:

10:05 PM...i walked away

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically

I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay,
no You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring

I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay,
no You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay, no You,
but you don't really wanna go, oh
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

9:58 PM...i walked away

hohoho! i'm back! the blog done le. YAY!!!
today was a super ultra fun day! but now i not in the mood to write. so sorry guess i'll go watch pi li. tomoro then blog. bye

9:14 PM...i walked away