haha. so hi to everyone. IT now. blogging time. so i shall compete with gracious for the longest post. her post arh, so damn long. read until eye pain leh. yingjia also say so. so what shall i say? must talk crap so can drag very long. haha. so we finally finish CTs. so this week is getting back results. i got back my english results today. i super happy cause it's the first time that i pass my summary. ha i got 9/25. hah so lousy rite? this time i got 16.5/25 hah super good for me le. then overall is like 67. highest record for me this year. so during recess today, ruby damn sad. so i always say that if anyone feel sad about their marks cause you never scare well, you must always think of me! that time i got only like 2 out of 15 fot maths quiz. so damn lan rite? the worst in class la. so think of me and you will feel better. hah. so i also get back my chinese marks. not so good la. but i already satisfied le. ha i only got 62.9. i got back my geography paper today too. not verygood. i rather not talk about it. mrs cumar mark wrongly. so sad. make me so happy at first. ha. so now i shall talk about yesterday. yesterday gracious, chun hsin an xinyu went to heartland. i went home then go meet them. but by the time i go down, they are already going home. haha. so funny so i went shopping with rubya nd her sister. we met sara and jiaxuan on the way. so i go home, bathe, eat and then watch the 9pm show. damn sad la. fann wong in the show so poor thing. then rite, the uncle himself then crazy lor. singing the song his crazy mother always sing. ok that's all for yesterday. let's back track to tuesday. that day i got band. then ruby went to change instrument. change to frenchhorn. so cool rite. i think frenchhorn not bad la. but the hand will be aching like mad. so we percussion did our usual stuffs. warm up and then practise. then may kept asking eileen whether can go back to her class to take her pink dolphin. then eileen don't alow her. then she kept asking. and eileen kept saying no. and then we got a new song-praise variants. eileen gave me the xylo role and it's super long. for goodness sake, my part got a lot la. crazy leh. i can't even side read. oh ya, by the way there's a sec one tuba player damn cute la. haa. i shall not talk about band anymore. lets talk about olmypics. so there was this china table tennis player called zhang yining. i think she damn shuai. so cool. the way she play so cool. and then they say she is the silent assasin. hah i like her man. and i think she look a bit like sylvia. haha. a bit alike la. and then got the Bolt guy. he's damn fast la. somemore he slowed down when he finishing cause he noe he confirm win one ma. and then there was this match wherby china lin dan against malaysia lee chong wei. confirm lee chong wei won't win one la. the lin dan don't even need to move a lot lor. unlike lee chong wei who kept running around. and rite, i think lee chong wei is very bouncy. lol. he can jump very well la. and ya, they kept changing the shuttlecock after every round. and in the end lin dan won. haha like of coz.oh i also got watch the match between singapore and china in the final. damn scary kay. the china is so li hai. they all lost the 1st match but won the rest super fast. and then in the end singapore got silver. very good already. i'm so proud of them. hah and then yesterday i saw the news of the match between singapore yang zi and the ang mor. the ang mor is like standing so far awaqy from the table la. and somemore he can still hit so well. damn li hai la. then the final one, he lost and then he lie flat on the ground. hah. singapore yang zi won. i'm so proud of him.it's his first time in olympics leh. oh almost forgot. that time during band- percussion warm-up, we were talking about olympics. we talk about michael phelps long hand which made him won. and then eileen was like saying that she wants to marry a swimmer coz they all have damn cool figure. haha. and now back to today. later i'll be getting back my maths and history marks. damn scared kay. hai. this term i never score so well. never mind. i shall work harder fot the EOYs. not i shall but I WILL! haha now me and gracious like competing with each other for the longest post. now i shall talk about the person beside me. she arh has a liking for older men that are old enough to be her father. example miao chao wei who is 50 years old. haiya why still so short. what shall i talk about? oh noe what le. nowadays rite, i found out that it's getting harder and harder to talk to her. sometimes it's juat like that. there is always someone like that in one's life. hais. life isn't always so smoothsailing. there are times when you seriously want to dig a hole and hide inside and never come out. it's really funny that some people think that i'm very fortunate for being the only child. but how well do they know me? they think what i'm very pampered blah blah blah.. but in fact my parents don't even pamper me. speaking the truth rite, i think someone is more pampered than me. more qian jin xiao jie lor. so whatever they say, they're WRONG! there are many times i cry in my beds and no one noes. they think my parents really noe me well and comfort me but there're many times when i cry in my beds and my parents who are sometimes beside me don't even noe. sometimes when i super sad inside, they also won't noe. i guss i'm good at hiding my feelings. no one can see how i feel. i rather be the cheerful kind, hiding my feelings than being quiet and emo the whole day. some people also think that my parents really dote me and won't hit me or scold me. let me tell you here. you're all WRONG! i also get hit and scolded like all of you do. but rite, whenever i got scoled then my mama nag, i'll be like writing essay about how i hated my life. so rite now i have like a lot of essay. sometimes rite i also go flip through and i find them super interesting. but the best way to stay happy is to think positive. so my dear honey, please think positive and may you stay happy forever. haha sara reading my post then she read until the emo part she say she don't wanna read anymore. hah i shall write about other stuffs. haha gracious say she got a flair fortyping long post and also for art. but right her drawing of people is always stick men. oh she also say she wanna be a pilot. anyway now is maths lesson. gotta go now. continue later-after school. bye for now.

hah! people i'm back in action. i shall continue with my competition with gracious. i can do it! hah so after IT, we went for maths. then we got back our results. aha! i got 82. the highest in my record. and then poor alison in super bad mood then she was super angry when mdm chong told her off (not scold) she was like going to say bad word or maybe she mouthed it. i donnoe. today wasn't really her day. anyway, after maths we went for lunch. yar nothing actually happen la. so i met chun yan. she's still sick and she have 1 week mc. poor thing. wish her speedy recovey. and then i saw eileen. she walk past me and then she have a funny face. donnoe how to describe. and then i saw rina! yan yi was like talking to her and thus she have difficulty finishing her noodle. haha so funny. really miss rina. i really hope she wasn't sec 4. she is such a wonderful senior. anyway, after that i saw the girl who was very shuai. i saw her outside and she dressed up totally like a guy. strip long-sleeve shirt with black tie and black pants and her hair was spiky. i think she look damn cool and totally like a guy. so when i saw her, i told gracious. so after that, we went for band. today sir wasn't here. and then i was like staring at the praise variants score coz it's damn hard (for me) and then hazel, ama saw it and they say it's crazy. i totally agree with them. at 4 plus they went off coz hazel got dental appointment. so after that, eileen sat down beside me and then she saw the score and then she help me check the nots i wrote and it was like a lot of mistakes coz i totally forgot about the flats. so she help me change them. she's damn nice la. and then todat eileen was like quite sad/emo. she was praying at the timpani there. to my beloved eileen, don't be so sad. no matter what happen, i'll be there for you! aha. i'm getting mussy. oh, then i saw yan yi use the super thick breaking dawn book and bang it on annabelle's head. poor annabelle. i pity her. the juniors were like playing truth od dare and then for the dare, i forgot whether it's annabelle of yan yi who 'confess' to eileen and than yan yi ask hazel 'hazel, will you marry me?' haha.. then the rest of the time, nothing much happen. tomorrow is D&T. i super hate it. seriously i gonna die terribly tomorrow. oh i left out something. during beak rite, we saw ms lee so we went to ask her why we never get back our paper when we were like the first few guai gias to hand up the podcasts. hah. and then..Us: how well did we score? Ms lee: you all did quite well. Us: Exactly how well did we do? Ms lee: not bad la. Me: aiyo, pass can le. get 50 can already. then ms lee was like laughing. haha. oh by the way i must say today i feel damn sad. i realise that the closer the person is to you, you'll get more hurt when she ever hurts you. it's kinda sad today for me. it's like why is she so weird? i mean its like when you say mean things to me, you don't even consider my feelings. you just say them and laugh it off. i rarely get angry with you although sometimes what you say was really mean. anyway, i shall not say so much about this thing. so you're still my best friend.

haha this post is soooo long. i bet i beat you, gracious. aha. time to sleep. bye!