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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows ...
I hide it inside
I keep on searching
but I can't find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

10:11 PM...i walked away

shall use back this url until i can think of something better.
it's only now that i realise how much life sucks
i realise how true it is to say that we should never judge a book by its cover
i only realise it now that its so true
i wasted my kindness and my friendliness on you
don't you remember how we treated you
when you're all alone, lost with no friends
we take you in
we talked to you
we treated you like our own
seriously i treated you as my good friend
but now WHAT?
why the hell did you do that for
you betrayed your friends
or maybe you don't even take us as friends
but still..
why did you do that to my damn best friend
i still don't understand why you did that
seriously
i feel betrayed
i feel so unfair for my honey
i love her
very much
we've been close
same for chun hsin
we both feel damn sad for her
she's my super uber ultra good friend
this time is worst than tornado or tsunami
it's very hard on her
very UNFAIR to her
she's so sad
so upset now
make me so sad too
make all her friends so sad
we help her, we lend our listening ears
that's what real friends are for
but what i can do is limited
i can't take away all her sorrows
feel so sad, can't help her
can only see her bear the heavy burden
saddening
she's very brave
really very brave
if it's me,
i'll just collaspe and
DIE!
but i think she's sad too
as in really sad
i mean who won't be in this kind of thing
i feel really sad for her
i was thinking if you've been paying attention during chapel
why didnt you treat other the way you want others to treat you
why didnt you treasure friendship
i tot you might have regretted and apologise
but it turns out all WRONGLY
you didnt apologise,
to make things worst,
you upset her more
what the hell is wrong with you!
maybe you've got a screw loose
but still
its all wrong
i love my hon
we all love her
i hope she'll be cheer up
i wanna ley her noe that
she's not alone
i'll always support you
and there will also be the rest
dont worry, be happy
all the hugs to you
but still i wanna say that
life's really unfair
seriously unfair
life SUCKS!

10:04 PM...i walked away